I have a lot of fucking stuff going on in my life right now.
I'm fucking stressed out, and everyone being pissed at me,
because I made a fucking decision,
isn't making it better.

If everyone is going to be a dick to me about staying here this summer, fine.
Be like that.
I thought you were my friends,
And I thought you would fucking understand.
I guess I was wrong.
The reason I'm not going - isn't because of you guys,
And if you (Annie, Asia, whoever else is pissed at me)
Think that I'm not your friend anymore just because I'm not going,
Then fine. Whatever.
But you aren't the reason I'm not going.
I have a lot to deal with.
And I'm sorry if you guys need to be so selfish to think it's about you,
Or me hating you.
I don't.
I'm just a bit angry right now,
That NOBODY
Fucking understands me.

I don't even, Fucking care anymore.
I'm doing my fucking best in life,
And what the fuck do I get?
Everyone here in Saint John hating me except for a few select people,
Being disgusted of lots of people in Revy,
Being so stressed out that I don't even want to DO anything this summer,
And then having it all taken out on me?

FINE.
I don't care.
I don't WANT to care.
If you're all going to be shit-heads about it,
Then don't ever,
Fucking talk to me again.